Good morning everyone!
In two or three days, my vacation starts! I don’t think it needs to be said that I’m crazy excited. My sister, her fiance and I are driving down to Florida to see our mom. Everyone that I’ve told is like, “You’re driving down there?” like I’m crazy, but what they don’t know is that I love to drive. I love playing my music and singing to it and driving with my window down, looking briefly at the sights. It’s sort of like therapy for me. I’m the kind of person who very much enjoys my alone time. Plus, I didn’t want to drive with my sister cuz she likes country music, and I don’t want to listen to that for hours on end, or her and her fiance arguing… hence alone time lol. I’m VERY excited to see my mom. I haven’t seen her since Christmas, so I think it’s about time lol.
In other completely unrelated news, my fiance’s brother is still in a horrible mood. I don’t think he has a clue that I took my weights back. But his girlfriend hasn’t been at the house for 3 days now, I think. They had a pretty bad fight before she left to stay at her friends house. My fiance and their dad think she left him and moved out, but a lot of her things are still here, and if she was moving out she’d be coming back for her things. He’s still saying that this family is crumbling because we all can’t complete the lease at this house (referring to me and my fiance moving out on labor day). I think, though, that he’s jealous now because we’re moving out and he has no one, and the fact that were leaving before the lease is up, something he’s probably wanted to do for months. My fiance and I just don’t care anymore. It’s gotten to the point where we’re probably not inviting him to the wedding cuz he’s literally ruining his relationship with his brother, and my fiance has been through so much with him that it’s like he doesn’t care if he has a brother or not, he’s not inviting people, family or not, if they’re going to be a toxic thing at our wedding. But to round it back to the original topic, he’s still in a bad mood. What else is new? We got a letter from the board of people who are in charge of the neighborhood, and it said that we needed to get rid of his car. Well his brother smoked his weed in the car, so now he’s worried about where to smoke it cuz it got disposed of yesterday. My fiance told me that his brother suggested in our garage, but I said that I’m not going to have my stuff smell like weed. I said if he does that then he’s either paying for all my things to be cleaned, repaired or buy new ones for the things that can’t be repaired, or I’ll just plain call the cops. Our neighbor smokes weed so we all suggested to just go there… or sit on our stoop and smoke it there. He needs to figure it out cuz it’s not going to be in the garage. Another reason I can’t wait to move…
Speaking of moving, my fiance and I are one step closer to moving into that new apartment. We had some issues we needed to take care of before we could sign a lease and make a deposit, but that’s almost at an end. It makes me ecstatic to know that because I’m just too thrilled to be moving for millions of reasons… the very first being to live with just my fiance again and to familiarize ourselves as a couple living together again. We haven’t lived on our own since Christmas of 2011. So it’s been a long time coming, but it’s finally almost here. The things that have happened since then have been shocking. My fiance went from studying for his first masters degree and working at Wal-Mart to studying for his second masters and working for the county. I’ve gone from working at my studio job to having two jobs, but looking for a county or state job. I’ve taken a test for the county job, now just have to go down to Philly and take the test for the state job. I’m done with these private companies and retail. I need something that’s more secure and I’m glad I have the self respect to finally do it, and not just settle or be lazy. Doing all this, and hoping that I actually get a county or state job, will ensure security for our future, especially moving to Washington.
Well I’m going to start my day. I have work at four, but I want to start packing for Florida, fold my clothes that have been sitting out for days, work out, and look through more boxes of ours in the garage so I can label them properly. Have a great day everyone!